June 2018, My birth month that has always been teaching me since i was born. Every year comes with new lesson and amazing adventures, some thought aren't lovable at that time. It all started 3 months back in March when she asked me my number after I had proposed her. We used to go to school together more often than most of couples in our coaching and had been texting and calling till late night.I was happy with her, fun and she was really loving me as I thought. We use to sit side by side everytime. Everyone knew how deep I was for her love and sometimes it's okay that bad things happen. They teach you more than good things would ever do. So it was good time and I was really loving the time. Just before my birthday, the day I was thinking of proposing her now because we had grew really close. I was waiting for my friend at a place near to his house and then I saw something I didn't believe, She was walking with some other guy with hands holding his hands. I was saying to myself "how can this happen". My another friend came and I told him to see whether i am right or not because I don't believe my eyes and the thing happened my another friend went there and saw her walking and then looked at the guy and laughed. That day she was angry and blamed me for disrespecting his cousin though that wasn't the case. I told go and tell lie to someone else and there was the thing she complained about me to authorities saying I was stalking her. The end of a thing that had made me weak. I went home and i didn't cry I slapped myself 3 times and then said that's enough now. Neither i am gonna revenge because mistake is mine that I blindly trusted nor I am gonna talk to her. I can't make anyone believe how hard it was for me, it was hurting like arrow piercing throw my heart. I think it is called "Broken heart syndrome" and I was experiencing it. But my determination was more than my love. I always believe " No two persons can be same, So stop blaming everyone for the mistake one has done" but what could I do I found every girl I was talking to knew that she was in relationship already, it was more painful than what happened to me and that day one thing stuck in my mind. Either work hard and earn a lot so that she might repent with whom she has played or take a risk find any other girl more beautiful and wait that she might get dumped. I thought of first one easy but I never worked hard though I was able to forget her but I never worked hard, until this year I have been working hard only to improve my writing skills not my actual lifestyle. Though I haven't yet been successful in terms of money but still I am successful in terms of controlling my mind not letting it ruin me