we were brainwashed with all the sweet fairytale and happily everafters...how foolishly we believed them.
But in reality in the name of love all we do is resent and control eachother.
funny how marriage is an agreement where one always gives up and other wins, a battlefield of who wants to dominate over the other. Slowly turning love into loathe for eachother.Too soon romance is dead. No room for love in this abssy life.
I wish someone had warned before i decided to walk down the aisle. All the colour of our romance were soon to die with each step I took in those fancy wedding gown pulling me down with all your expectations. Iwish I knew before I vowed to be a good wife..what it really takes to be a good wife for you.
All the butterflies were just cautious alram,
tried to be everything for you while slowly rip and tear my dignity and drain out all the love and respect I had for you .
As I now stand before your casket, my eyes dried no tears left to shed and a cold empty shell as my heart. There's nothing left to say.
The thought of not waking up next to you tomorrow excites me.
Thank you for dying ,hope you burn in hell.


© Raksha