I used to be so lively,
literally the life of the party,
the second I knew there was a party I'd grab my crew tell them let's drop the usual let's go dance til we can't dance no more fight til we wake up on that cell floor, or love someone like there will be no tomorrow........

but just for the night...

most the time we found our selves having such a good time, not just during high school, but after school would end too, all the people that knew me, the few I got close to, all said there was a few things they admired about me ,
1- i find the positive in everything

yeh I kind of remember her...



2- i dont let no one tell me what to do ,I am my own person..


I am.still that girl I just am more of an empath these days and thats a blessing and a curse all in one let me tell you ,



3- no matter how many times I get knocked down, I'll always get back up stronger and harder then before

I hope that still exists in this girl I am today, cos god knows I want to believe these people but it's hard when I can't remember how to be her 🤷


then there is the few things they all hate to love about me
so I talk loud and fast, if U listen properly U might just catch what I am saying,
especially after a glass or two, I get a little...