Had she opened up with anyone , she would have been happy ??

She is someone who is clumsy and naive . She normally get attached to anyone and easily get cheated by them . She always holds up to the secrets inside her , she tries so hard to bury the truth even she is not at fault . She always think that if she ever open up with anyone and tell them that , she is afraid that they will only accuse her and mock her . She is afraid that they will only make her life hard than now . She is afraid of this world that they will only think bad of her , even if she is true . This truth is like a bomb to her , it can burst anytime and destroy everything that is beside her . And it's a given that she will only be the person who will suffer more .
Life is indeed hard not only for her but also for all those who are suffering with their own life .
Yes , God is right here in our heart and that heart is inside us so our first god to worship is us , so worship it with all your efforts you got .

Our first god is ourselves there is neither a destiny nor a fate . It's just a life we got to live with , so respect it . Because someone out there is longing for living even just for a second.

© mikzz