It's feels nice when someone get that first attraction for someone.
It would be even nicer if we knew how to keep that feeling. After I hung up talking to Nick I made up my mind to slow things down. Sunday I decided I wouldn't go over there he could hire packers. I wanted to put the things that happened in my story so I started writing.
He called about 10 and ask me to help him finish packing, I hesitated.
Tess I only have one room left to pack he said. I got dressed walked over this time I knocked. He didn't answer so I just walked in. He was packing the bedroom nearest to the kitchen.
After going in I felt uncomfortable things were very awkward for me.
Morning I said, as I started packing
I could feel his feelingss. He would stop and just look at me every now and then, then go back to packing. I'm getting kinda tired of that look.
He looked again but still wouldn't say anything. After about 30 minutes of feeling awkward I stopped looked at him. You know you can hire a company to pack this entire house.
I know he said but want you.
I know you think that I'm trying to run some game on you. I know that you have a past hell my past isn't anything to brag about. You've probably had somebody talk holes in your head. Holes big enough to drive an army tank and blew your mind so have I.
He stood up Tess I know I can hire a company to do this packing.
It's a chance to see you.
This isn't some physical attraction that I get from you and we both know what's this is about. Everybody's attracted to somebody for something.
I see what I want in you it attracts me to want to give you what you want.
Or try,
Most of us are looking for some physical attraction something seen to get you heart sped up. Tess when I'm around you I'm relaxed calm he said.
My heart start to speed up and I kinda dazed out. He walked out into the kitchen came back with coffee. I kinda folded my lips in downed my head and took the coffee. I don't know if I can love you like you want to be loved he paused.,,
He walked to the opposite wall holding his coffee in both hands.
We stood there looking at each in silence I didn't know what to say.
He downed his head,
then looked me straight in the eye.
Let me try he said.
I don't want to smother you with what I want, I want you to want to want me.
My hands started sweating all I could do was drop my head. I felt that all over I gritted my. My entire body screamed Lord have mercy.
It's easy to want someone but
to want to want someone takes some time and that's what he meant.



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