I know how it started. It seemed to amaze me in all the odds. Love is so far a blind one it blindfolded all the things in front of me. I walked in the stones with a bare foot, it didn't ache me much because he was there to hold me at a certain time.
Ignoring my heart, I followed the love. I never say love is wrong. But it's lame when you know it's wrong, you chose the path to walk in the cherishment of dark.
I know there will be two consequences either a pain or either being happy.
Who knows?
That I will break myself?
Who knows that I will sacrifice my studies to be only with him.
In daydreams, it was him. I lost in the fantasies when people told how they were in love.
I found I was lucky to have him. I ignored the world of reality where it was full of depressions and people were making assumptions about me.
So I preferred to lock myself in dreams with him.
After getting to know that he was playing with me. The stone started to ache me, Those love seemed to be fairy tale broke me. The fear which I found in reality came chasing in day dreams.
I spontaneously started to weep without having my side. The exams were near, but he wanted to push away from his life. Which I never imagined in dreams.
I was broke for all 4 years and when another person came in a picture I found that fear was taking a pride that stated I was fearing to fall again to the person who tried to stand for me.
© nandhini