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FLY HIGH :'(
Saying goodbye to someone you love is never that easy. I never looked at you inside the coffin since day one. But it doesn't mean that I don't want to see you anymore. It's just, I just can't stand and believe that you're now gone, for real. I stayed at your side since the very start,I never sleep either. There's this something in my heart, a little hope, that maybe one day I'll wake up and realized that everything is just a dream,or more like a nightmare. But no! This is really true. You're gone, and it's forever.

Nothing can explain how hurt I am. No one can understand the kind of pain I'm feeling right now. It's like, I'm being buried alive. You brought my bleeding heart with you.

Goodbye, the most hurtful word of all! I'm quiet and looking at the air all the time. With many questions in my eyes. My tears keep on falling and my sobs seemed so unstoppable. My heart is tearing apart as I saw you being buried. I almost thought of getting you out there! :'(

Remember your favorite song?
"I'll never go far away from you, even the sky will tell you, that I need you so, for this is all I know, I'll never go, far away from you..." :'(
I'll sing it for you everyday... :')

Fly high! No more pain. No more suffering. No more days living in this poor life we have. But what hurts me the most is that, there's no more you whom I can count on everytime I'm so down. No more hugs,no more jokes,no more laughters with you and no more tickles.

I love you so much!!! I will miss you so much!!! :'( My tears are falling while typing this but I have nothing to do right?

Yes, you're really gone...forever... :'( If only I could bring back time... :'( I won't let you out of my sight even just a second. Your touch as you hold my hand so tight is tearing me apart everytime I remember. You didn't say a word but one thing is for sure, you just want me to stay beside you at that very moment. You'll be forever in my heart... :'(

Enduring the pain of losing you will take forever. :'( But I will fight for you. I'll live for you. You're forever be one of my inspiration to get through this. Guide me and help me along the way as we have to move on without you.

Goodbye... :'( :'( :'( Until we meet again... :'(
© Eamnevuj23