Sometimes I wish if what happened years ago would not had happened. But then also if my life would not have turned upside down I would not have pursued myself in this carrier.
I have one regret all these years that why I didn't attempt to take any chance and told Ezra the whole truth. But have Ezra ever cared about me. I haven't heard a single call from him. Does he hate me this much that I even got to know that he is in a relationship now. If it wasn't for Micah I wouldn't be knowing this.
And the best part is that he is dating the same girl bcoz of which we parted our ways. why??
Was she really that desperate to date him that she couldn't stand seeing our bond.
I know one thing for sure that she can never do that alone someone might have helped her. And I bet Micah knew everything back then but choose not to open his mouth. I wanted to ask him back then even now but is this really matter to me now knowing that Ezra will never believe whatever I say.
Even Ezra's parents knew the whole truth but they also never wanted to tell him. why?? Am I that bad bcoz of which everyone wanted to make us away from each other.
It's really heartbreaking knowing that everyone knows the truth except Ezra.
I have been hiding myself but now I want to face everything. I want to face him. I want to show him that I am way too better without him. Yeah !! I can do this.

Micah: So where should we go.
Avalyn: How about amusement park.
Reese: *smirk* Let's go to Perkish restaurant.
Micah: Are you joking around.
Vesna: Isn't this the same restaurant where Ezra always visit and that also......
Reese: Yes mama !! I am ready to shift near his house.
Vesna: Do you really want to..
Reese: Yeah!! I guess it's time to face him.

Truth is I am scared to death. What if he humiliates me again. What if I won't be able to say anything. What if I won't be able to speak my side ? Ugh !! So many questions but the only answer is I have to face him no matter what !
I remember that day when we used to understand each other without saying anything. When I cried hard bcoz of my dad and he gave me his shoulder to cry on. The way he hugged me till I stopped crying. The way he kissed my forehead. That warm feeling I would never ever forget in my life. It was really overwhelming for me.
When mama told me that we are going to stay near her bestfriend I didn't expected even in my dreams that she is talking about Ezra's mom. I was shocked or surprised I can't describe. But I was scared for sure.
Even it's been ten years I still want to go back to that old time which was everything for me.
I used to sit alone at the river side whenever I got into fight with my paa (father). But once I became friend with Ezra he used to sit beside me until I feel better.
What did I ever done for this hatred.
I started sketching bcoz Ezra was my inspiration back then the way he entered my life as sunshine even now he still is my inspiration just the difference is back then he was my hope of sunshine and now my belief in darkness.
I will never forgive you Ezra Caragol. I will take my revenge slowly and painfully. You will have to go through all those pain. I will make sure you get to know the whole truth.

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Meet you soon in the next chapter of half strangers..💕
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