tired of feeling unwanted..tired of being that mature Person..I'm tired of healing again And again..yes I'm tired And I wanna give up..nothing is keeping me going..yes but everything wants me to go..where do I fing my happiness? tell me how to identify those signs,that God sends,when someone needs help..tell me please how does this life work..no I'm dumb And I don't understand shit..tell me More about this karma cycle..And pls tell me why do I suffer..I'm tired of being kind,tired of spreading happiness.. I guess karma was too busy looking for my sins..I guess it was busy finding some people for me..people who would fix And then brk me..I'm tired And I can't really breathe..my heart aches,these headaches oh God..tell me once,just for once,when is my time coming..so at least, I rely on some Hope,I rely on u..I guess, I won't blame u,won't blame him Or her, they Or them..I guess its me, its really me..I'm the Person with shittiest mind, overtthinking , depressed, traumatised..sorry people,I never wanted to bother u,never really..I wanna leave..I'm trying Not to disturb u..guess I'm the prblm with no solution..I'll leave
I am leaving.