in a marriage your supposed to have intimate moments. you should show your partner how much you love and care for them. when this doesn’t happen not only do you lose them you lose yourself. alas this is where I’ve come too. I’ve begun to feel unnecessarily guilty for wanting intimacy. my only release is for myself in the darkness all alone. hand grasping my manhood my eyes cast at a dimly lit screen. trying to not feel guilty about what I’m doing trying to explain to myself how it’s come to this when it used to be completely the opposite. we use to fuck each other till we where so exhausted sleep was put aside for pleasure. after so many times saying to one another that was good and fun and exercise worthy. now only my hand and arm are sore. and of course my heart hurts for her gentle touch and love kisses to all the right places.
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