I still have those marks,
Those marks which still has the story of the scariest night which I hold in my mind.
Those marks were supposed to heal with time but I guess they grew more dense with time.
I don't remember wether it was day or night when it started, I still have blurred memory of how I slipped into that moment where you felt you could force yourself on me.
I now have bruises all over my body and my mind, do you wanna see how deep it is?
Will you be able to see it?
Every night my mind requests me to quit this life but my hearts says to stay strong, as this shall pass too.
That day, you not only forced yourself on my body, but on my soul, on my mind.
Don't you worry, for I am so dead now that I don't even feel any touch.
My mind is like never before stable.
My heart has sanked somewhere and I am lost.
The moment feels heavy and day by day I am sinking into it.
Didn't thought it would be this difficult;
Nobody taught me how to deal with it, I am fighting this battle since years, and now it feels like it's been ages.
And I still haven't found peace.
I don't know how to end this, you didn't end well to.
What am I supposed to do?
Live like this? Forever?