My dearest beautiful princess Heather. Hear it is 3:25 a.m. New year's Eve time is going really slow. You don't know how good it sounded to hear your voice tonight the baby when you were crying you had me crying with you. Heather my darling you have to understand that I'm a very cautious man. Julie told my heart out she destroyed then the scattered me everywhere there was no one to pick up the pieces but me. And I pick up the pieces put myself back together. All alone I became an alcoholic I drink 2 3 gallon whiskey a day didn't care if I lived or died that's how much I loved her and was in love with her.My beautiful princess as I lie here tonight and I think of you I can see you're a very beautiful and wonderful...