My dearest beautiful princess Heather. Hear it is 3:25 a.m. New year's Eve time is going really slow. You don't know how good it sounded to hear your voice tonight the baby when you were crying you had me crying with you. Heather my darling you have to understand that I'm a very cautious man. Julie told my heart out she destroyed then the scattered me everywhere there was no one to pick up the pieces but me. And I pick up the pieces put myself back together. All alone I became an alcoholic I drink 2 3 gallon whiskey a day didn't care if I lived or died that's how much I loved her and was in love with her.My beautiful princess as I lie here tonight and I think of you I can see you're a very beautiful and wonderful person and I can tell that you're very loving person. The baby there's one thing I want you to understand I know you been hurt and be known mistreated. And so have I. Men like Leroy and this Michael later I know real well honey with a shit things to take a belt and beat his wife Doris and you saw how he done you this Michael dude he don't know me why the fuck does he tell you and he's mad because you're talking to me I don't want you taking nothing from him ever again I can love you for the rest of your life and be with you for the rest of your life because that's what I want. All they want is in your pants I want all of you when you cry. I will be there to wipe your tears continue everything's going to be okay. Baby when you sick I want to be there to make you well. When you tired I want to lay beside you while you rest. When you want to make love I will be there with you through it all. If your children need me I would be there for them. Heather honey when you needed me I came 8000 Miles to be with you I need to wait for you. On the day I buried my son I was on that plane that evening 14 hours later I landed the Hardin county airport my car was sitting there waiting for me. I waited two weeks to come see you. Because I didn't know if you went to me or not but I took a chance on it and I was there. You got your phone card and stamps stuff may I come in you're so you know palmero Sicily is a long way from here and then we can get there is have no felonies. If we don't survive make it that's what I will go back to that's where to. And I would never return here but you got to understand where I'm coming from. Baby it's a love that I have for you is so fucking wonderful only you can have created this love and I hope this love is it enough for you cuz your love is enough for me to spend the rest of my life and eternity with when you die you take the love with you and it is something great could be able to Carrie your Love with You for the person you love. I just hope and pray did I am the love that you want and did you have love for I love you goodnight my sweet princess Heather sweet dreams baby I'll always be here waiting for you love your old man Loyd Davis jr.