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Not beautiful [COMPLETED]
She spent her life everytime day dreaming without making something for herself to stay independent. She is not the type of fashion modled size or not fair in complexion. She has a slim body with a dark skin. Last December, she was 24 and now about to turn 25. Most of her friends are married now and probably have little babies. But she still keep facing her exams and English is not a language she is able to speak.
At first she applied for a job and after few months she left it. She is not talented to memorize all the lessons. Still she is facing for exams. Her effort should be appreciated but the world is cruel enough to lend her an employment.
Minute by minute, she is stepping to her old stage. Her parents are trying hard to find her a good husband. "Who on earth going to marry her?" everytime her pretending neighbours gasp under their breaths.
"Do I have a dark skin?" she asked her sister. Her sister who is her father's sister's daughter. Her sister neither cannot say "no" nor "yes" as she doesn't want to see she gets hurt. The sking colour doesn't matter. Even she is not able to realize the truth. But in a society like this, every men seeks beautiful girls. Sometimes she envy her sister as according to her standpoint she is more beautiful than herself.
Little did she knew beauty depends on someone's eyes.
The men who are searching for beautiful woman have passions for their beauty.
At the first sights, those men never see some winters in their heads. They can only forcus on beauty instead of an aging figure.
"Mama, this guy is seemed good, can you arrange this for me?" she asked her mom while looking at the proposal page of the newspaper. She hardly wanted to marry but little did she knew that it is really diificult to find a young guy nowadays. Only thing she need is to marry.
She always wanted to marry a perfect man while she is not. Her mother also contacted gentleman callers but got no result.
She is not the type of girl that every men would like to have her. Her body is smaller than the girls who are in her age.
What if she is regected everytime? What if she has to stay single until her last? Aren't there any young man to marry her, care her & love her from deep inside from someone's heart?
She gave up. She was in pain. She hated all the women kind who are beautiful than her. But why? Why she hate women instead of hate the men who reject her? Cuz she is also a one from the same society. She also same as the others. She also wanted a perfect boy. Yet she never see any fault in her.
She stoped looking for someone. Someone who love her for her entire life. But deep inside her heart she was waiting for someone to get her hand.
"Hello? I'm jax parker. Can I talk to Mr.Woo about the marriage of his daughter? I would like to marry her if she is okay"
[That is how she realize about God. The God has a better plan for you. Wait till the right time.]
~Sandamini Senadheera
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At first she applied for a job and after few months she left it. She is not talented to memorize all the lessons. Still she is facing for exams. Her effort should be appreciated but the world is cruel enough to lend her an employment.
Minute by minute, she is stepping to her old stage. Her parents are trying hard to find her a good husband. "Who on earth going to marry her?" everytime her pretending neighbours gasp under their breaths.
"Do I have a dark skin?" she asked her sister. Her sister who is her father's sister's daughter. Her sister neither cannot say "no" nor "yes" as she doesn't want to see she gets hurt. The sking colour doesn't matter. Even she is not able to realize the truth. But in a society like this, every men seeks beautiful girls. Sometimes she envy her sister as according to her standpoint she is more beautiful than herself.
Little did she knew beauty depends on someone's eyes.
The men who are searching for beautiful woman have passions for their beauty.
At the first sights, those men never see some winters in their heads. They can only forcus on beauty instead of an aging figure.
"Mama, this guy is seemed good, can you arrange this for me?" she asked her mom while looking at the proposal page of the newspaper. She hardly wanted to marry but little did she knew that it is really diificult to find a young guy nowadays. Only thing she need is to marry.
She always wanted to marry a perfect man while she is not. Her mother also contacted gentleman callers but got no result.
She is not the type of girl that every men would like to have her. Her body is smaller than the girls who are in her age.
What if she is regected everytime? What if she has to stay single until her last? Aren't there any young man to marry her, care her & love her from deep inside from someone's heart?
She gave up. She was in pain. She hated all the women kind who are beautiful than her. But why? Why she hate women instead of hate the men who reject her? Cuz she is also a one from the same society. She also same as the others. She also wanted a perfect boy. Yet she never see any fault in her.
She stoped looking for someone. Someone who love her for her entire life. But deep inside her heart she was waiting for someone to get her hand.
"Hello? I'm jax parker. Can I talk to Mr.Woo about the marriage of his daughter? I would like to marry her if she is okay"
[That is how she realize about God. The God has a better plan for you. Wait till the right time.]
~Sandamini Senadheera
© All Rights Reserved
