I know want to be sorry I always told my kids that in life and well my life I never had to really think about now out of all these years that I always told my kids that my life always been an open book and they never understand why I said that because I never been afraid of doing anything even when I was a child I was always a mindful child and trying to make sure everything I done within a nice order yes when we were tomorrow we all get things like everybody else and enjoy life I care everybody else well I had a good life have a child I really didn't know all about things at the time but I'm glad that I learned over the years through all my trials and the things I've been through I have to thank God for just being him and bringing me through everything I have dealt with in my life I'm not unhappy but I lost that happened that I wish would only been better I had a lot of trouble in my life but it wasn't bad and I took care of my kids I took care of my mom and dad I didn't mind because if you have my back I got yours and that's how life I was saying with me cuz I grew up young and fast but I don't complain that same time I took on things that nobody else will take on at the time even my siblings couldn't do it I started working at 14 two jobs to make sure my mom and my feelings was okay even though we had my dad but he had his long life that he was living where are the women and just enjoying his life with my mom raising four children and she did a good job I can't complain about it but I do miss her and then she took the Challenger raising my four children because I'm saying that happened with my older one but didn't stop me because guess what and another day I still took care of everybody and I still don't complain right now to this day but my face have been shame happened humiliated but...