A year and months ago when I was in standard 8 there was a lockdown for a month's I don't know how I make up my mind to stand up and study hard. I actually did it . Again in standard 9 , I did it again but what about this year ?why is my mind changing? where is my thoughts moving? when will I be back again like I do before? I'm locked up in this question and still I'm searching the answer.
My thoughts is like a leave that fall off when I quite thinking. My work is done only when I think of another person who is more poorest than me . I still hope of getting what other get . I feel sorry for myself that your that I hope will get end this year may be I would not be able to write my exam and last for all , I may be a person who is ordinary and useless just like a paper that has been already wraps and was about to throw into the dustbin .
I have a single hope, "can I return back to that feeling that I had before "

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