Dear Jess,
I know it's been a while since we talked. This is my first time addressing everything that happened but I admit that I think about it a lot. Sometimes I wish I could have protected you and slapped that bullshit out of your hands and the hand of a so-called "friend” They were NOT friends. I play it over and over in my head and just think “Maybe if I would have done something more, I could have saved you” but the reality is the nature of the beast is greater than any amount of love or " tough love" I could have given you. I purposely stepped back from you in hopes that you wouldn't follow the same path that led me and so many others astray. Is this the Destiny of our future? I think back to the first moment I laid eyes on you. You were one of the most beautiful women I had ever been blessed enough to call a friend. You were so smart, you didn't belong with us hopeless ass dope chasers. I truly believe you could have done anything and you would have succeeded. Unfortunately, you chose to be like them so-called “friends" that ruined so many lives along with their own. I was no saint by any means, but I...