"I remember one experience. I was seeking a flower garden. That garden existed just inside my own mind. I was always resting under the tree, watching the peaceful scenario. It was a moment when my mind stopped working on its own. I saw the truth about the world, but the truth did not bother me at all. It was just there. The world was not affecting me at all. I felt the world with all my body. I did not want to do anything. I just wanted to be here and now. I am sure I could die in that moment. There was nothing and everything in one moment. Maybe it was a state where my mind actually died and went away from my own body. Illusions went away. Reality is just reality. Here and now. My senses are lying to me. But I accept the lie as I should. I believe in this reality. At least for now. I do believe in you, Kassandra."

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