#WritcoStoryPrompt121
Write a short story with the word "Jealousy" as the main theme.

The word jealousy itself is illness, honestly I never get fancy about this word whenever I heard it, I may have some feelings of jealousy of course, we all do feel some pieces of jealousy inside our thoughts and feelings,
but I never had it in negative thoughts.
my intention of being jealous to others is not bad, I don't have ill feelings towards other, nor I try to harm by throwing such shitty words
But when comes to me this become different story,

I'm not a popular person,
I'm not a rich person,
I'm not so intelligent person,
I'm just average person,
living a normal life as usuals as normal people do live,
I'm just doing good in my place
without interrupting or interfering or mingling with others too much,
I began to realise and feel of anonymous, when I started to observe
a Friend of mine behave so differently
with me than the other friends they have, until I went to college I was no clue of the thought of jealousy.
I owe them nothing, we went all to different colleges, I'm happy to have a friend like them honestly. I feel gratitude of course I do have a contact with them. but the things began to change , they are so noisy and obnoxious their behaviour ,their act, their character.

what make them to change and
what make it happen to behave with that kind of irritating behaviour,
I have no clue,
and I'm so sick off their so called gimmick behaviour
whenever they called me all of the sudden I could heard a many friends talking to me at one time.
honestly speaking i Never be happy. as far I know if anyone of your close friend call you, there a happiness we could feel it at the right moment right, but in mine, this is totally different from other rest of the friends you have.
They make fun of my college, because I was in girls college, my uniform,
and would talk in that characterless manner with loud loud laughed, I could sense it they are heavy jealous of me, and sometimes I could ignore their call and messages, to stay away from those people who doesn't know how to respect with their friends. I do have my self esteem, I would never let it lose.
But whatever they thought about my college. they have no idea and they don't even deserve it to make fun of one of the good ranking college.
I'm so proud of myself to got a chance and being got admission in one of the good college among other college.
They talk shit about my college, because they were jealous and never got a chance where i was studying.
of course they would never got a chance.
such type of people deserve in such places, according to how they think and talk, they get what they deserve.
They trying to match the same level
as I'm. lol
where in case they don't even deserve to be near my shadow.

Despite of being so good with them, what I received in return.
"jealousy",this is unexpected and I totally don't deserve this shit.
They let me be with them just because they want side dish. they treated me like with no value in Friend and without respect. and this is totally unacceptable,
they are aware and get alert when comes to sharing secret.
they don't share me a secret,
they hide their secret from me. lol
seem like I'm the villian of back biter,
they belittle me without any reason.
I don't deserve it, as a human being I don't treat such type of inappropriate behaviour with even my foe also. so how come this people whom I consider them as a good friends do this.
I myself began to lose contact and began to stay away from them as far as possible. Now I'm happy to be stranger with them.
I don't talk and I don't talk anymore.
and I'm happy to be unknown like I don't know them since before.


© Ng Sarita jeinao