DISCLAIMER:

Before you go and read this..I don't know what the eff is this. I'll just want to say that this is just about me ranting, that I want to vent out unto something but I can't find my pen. So this happens.

So yeah, if I were you I would skip this one. But if you're stubborn, go. I can't really tell you what to do.

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I remember it so clearly.
It is school day,
My group is the next one
to do the reporting.

But then my teacher called out to me.
Saying that someone's looking for me.
I came out all confused, Who might be looking for me?

But then I saw my friend.
Pacing around as if something's bothering her.
My stomach drop and I quicken my pace.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

She didn't answer,
instead I am met with a hug.
Then I feel my blouse grew a wet patch. I heard something within myself, shattered into million pieces.
As I listen to her whimpers that she tried so hard to lessen the volume.

I'm the kind of person who gets so fidgety whenever I unintentionally broken a rule. But at that moment all I can think of; I need us to go to a more private place. And so I mumbled to myself.

"Fuck it." I decided to skipped. Didn't care if I'm the leader of the group and I would have myself be met with the whines of my classmates later, but fuck them. My bestfriend is crying like she couldn't tolerate life anymore.

This friend of mine,
hates drama and attention.

What happened for someone like her to broke down in public?
How dare they inflict so much pain
that she doesn't know what else to do but to find me and cry her eyes out.

As she tells me the story
My grip tighten around her.
Reminding her that no matter what happens I got her back,
For that's my oath I've sweared
when I decided to be her friend.

How dare that girl
makes my bestfriend believe that
there's some chance for them to be together.
How dare that bitch think she could break my friend and act like she's the victim.
The audacity of the little cunt to go running to my friend whenever her and her lover got into fight.

My friend was having a peaceful life. How dare that little she-devil who looks like she borrowed her face from a gremlin, take advantage of my bestfriend's admiration for her.

Little fucker can go and burn infront of me and I'll fucking roast a marshmallow upon her. Maybe, I go do some yodelling while at it.

Screw you! Don't you dare show your ugly face infront of me and my squad or I swear for goodness sake I'll freaking beat the hell out of you until that gremlins face of yours will turn into much worst.

© Bashful