Devin left my cart needing to relieve Bruce for a rest. I felt better after our talk but still wasn't sure of his feelings for me. We all ate sandwiches for dinner no need to cook any meals.
Bruce went in for some sleep.
Later that night we stopped for an overnighter in Delta a small town I like. I read the Bible until 10 then laid out my pj's and got a shower he knocked. I knew it was him because Bruce never knocked on my door and it just the three of us on the train.
Still in my robe I was hesitant to open the door and I was tired.
I cracked the door what's up I asked him. Can I come in? It's late can we talk tomorrow? I can tell from the he looked at me that he wanted me to say more. So I opened the door wider. He stood there looking for a second I just want to say some things.
In this little space there is just a bed by the window no room for much more. I climbed in the bed bringing my knees up to my chin letting my head rest on my arms. Jay about the lady in Stock, you don't have to tell me anything I interupted. No he said I want you to know.We are just friends now. I was in a relationship with her and seeing a woman in Staples.
The woman in Staples knew I was I love with the lady in Stock so she broke us up.
I can't blame the lady in Stock
because I should have never mess with the one in Staples. I started seeing them both at the same time but I fell in love with Staples. I just never broke it off which I should have with Staples. Well when Staples found out about Stock she started coming there following us around whenever I was there. We'd go out to eat and her and a couple of her friends would get a table close to our and brag.
Staples now does that with any woman that I am seeing just to mess things up. So that is one of the reason that I am stand offish he said. As he was standing there talking I moved over giving him room to sit down on the bed. I stretched out my legs crossing them at the ankles closing my robe tighter. He sat down and continue talking. Stock knew what was going on from the conversation her and her friends were having.
After dinner I told Staples the story of seeing them both at the same time and she was right. I had time to break things off with Staples but I just stopped going to her place. I just stopped seeing her without saying anything. She'd call and ask was I coming and I'd just tell her that I had to be in Staples. That's how she found out and when she started the mess up.
Stock got tired of the harassment and we decided to just be friends. She's with somebody else now but we're all friends. My mind had all kinda flips thinking about this woman. I was kinda lying down in the bed resting my head on my elbow. Devin positioned himself opposite at my feet.
We laid talking about his past for a while then he got up to leave.
He said, when you said I love you
my heart sank. I just laid there he kneeled down beside the bed slowly with one hand he opened my robe.
I felt embarrassed because my body is not in kinda shape like so many lust over but I didn't stop him.
I watched him as he just looked his little finger touched my stomach.
I flenched as he slightly let it touch me. He looked me in the eyes and said
I don't want anything like that to mess this up. We both wanted each other but it wasn't the right time. After he left I knew were things stood he didn't say anything in words but I know.
I want him but I want things to be right not some half ass thing that some of us let linger on. When you know that nothing is there it two bodies and no love. He let one woman mess up something good that he had with a lady. I don't blame the lady I wouldn't want to stay in some drama filled relationship ither.
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