I wish i can read mind.

I wished that wish before (multiple times actually). My biggest reason was I think my sever trust issues. I look at people and wonder what goes on in their head.
Are they here with me?, are they thinking the same thing?, or are they somewhere else?, may be thinking about this amaizing lunch they've had, or an itch they can't quite get, where do i stand with this person?, am i wasting my time?, do they think that I'm a fool... am i a fool? This dilemma goes on if I let it, but i stop myself.
Because trust isn't about knowing the mind it's about blieving it. If i could indeed read...