Again had to lie to my parents. its bad i know but otherwise i couldn't meet him.they'd never allow me never ever.
God will forgive me...I'm sorry..mom...dad..to cap you again.

its just been three months me and Omari dating each other but not allowed even say this in our minds ,what if anyone hear this. Don't know why but everyone hates Omari.... just coz he's not normal like other boys.... he's little bit girlish.but how it could be the reason to hate someone? atleast i can't... but i....like him the real him.... how he looks ...how he behaves.


our friendship started through letters
.letters were the only way we could talk.though it was horrible for us.
we're under the roof of death always.
it was really hard for us to hide our friendship from others . but we trying our best and will . decided to meet at crowdy place so no one can get us. i was so afraid and nervous didn't know why but getting Vibes like something wrong... bad is going to happen..no..no ..God is here....no need to worry he was having self taking.

my heart was racing as never before i felt this,when i step out. i was gulity to not tell my parents truth. but what i could do? when i went at the place we decided to meet, Omari was waiting for me .his face was shining with smile .at school ,on the way we were just afraid to talk to each other. we could not even if we want.Omari's life was not easy here,the place where rules of living...rules of life.. were everything...more than someone's feelings ... emotions.. life

were just happy to be here,like got a heaven here. hoping we atleast could talk in person .but before we could talk to each other i saw my Uncle Joseph in crowd somewhere. i got shivered in my whole body. was afraid to think of the results if we caught? and somehow let Omari even know we had to leave.Omari got what the problem was there. we both separated our ways. without knowing what the hell was waiting for us!


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