I'm tired of being hurt. I just want peace and happiness, because I haven't had it all my life that I don't know what it is from a guy. So when I act aggressive or I come at you in a certain way with my guard up, it's because I'm just so used to guys leaving me for someone so much better than me. That has the body your more interested in then my own. I try to explain to you about it and how it makes me feel when you constantly looking for women to stare at, I must say lust over, but it never gets anywhere, but more pain for me and more pleasure for you. I wish you like to read, because this is the only way I can express myself to you better, instead of using my voice that you can't understand what I'm trying to say or you just don't give two fucks how I feel. Only if I could be built like them, would you look less and appreciate me more?
© Charlotte B.