When he looks at me I swear I can't breathe. My heart stops, time stands still and my body is filled with a heat, a fire, that I have never known. He is so familiar to me, but I just can't place him. Not in this life but I know him from a dozen before. I crave his touch, for it is like nothing I've ever felt before. The way he caresses my body is almost as if I have always been his, as he knows exactly what spots to kiss to bring me to my knees. It is in him that I have found my hope, my desire to live and finally I can be free of all that held me down and all those that have shamed me for nothing more than being me. This time in my life will forever be my most favorite chapter, and finally, I surrender.