I always felt as if
I wasn’t meant to be on this side of eternity.
The meaning of friend and family meant nothing to me
since nobody knew my whereabouts around the city right before my timely death.

My physical beauty, always had an allure,
attracting men and the finest things in life
My tainted identity had caused me strife.
Jumping from one relationship to another
was my way to numb my shame and guilt
that has been built up since I was a child
when my mother passed away from a disease...