I don't know how to feel
Got me and my own blood be flowing slit my shit and have flowing all around spilling down my skin to feel the fresh air breathn and reachn my energy that I need to be seen back to recovery mode so I can feel more or less gone from what's actually happening in my life I don't want to even be apart of my own little world I want out to but you don't see no chances for me to change and make a move to change and take everything I love and everyone I love with me . Get all of our made up lost fantasies that's left all of hearts broken and scarred and also forgot who's heart was more important. But was me and my son's . I could've said that of course but I have it a try to give and share and care for envious assholes that used and took us for granted and now be tryna still get in to abuse the fact I'm there . Just in the and or around the fn facility . To make his face noticable to grinning at me from afar laughing like we're nothing...