You see, I once read the book of Exodus in the bible, but I didn't finish it. This book is the first I'll ever read without revelations and without a deep understanding of what it entails. But nevertheless, I kept on reading. Later on, I decided to stop, because I lost interest. At the time I decided to read it then, it was not my choice to just read that book; it was the holy spirit that pointed it out to me.
During these times, I began having difficulties in of the works God told me to do; and I blamed physical disturbances. Later one day, I was disturbed, and I brought myself to the realization that it was spiritual forces. I was also having dreams and revelations that really scared me.
but my focus here is this particular ministry. God is good: AMEN. When things weren't going well with this work, I was so discouraged and I asked God "Lord, I didn't send myself to this place, you told me to go. So why then am I getting this feeling that I don't belong here? It's like my ministrations don't impact lives. Only few pray for me and encourages me. But the former it's far greater than the latter. You told me my case would be exceptional and that's the grace you gave me...but why? " Well, I didn't get any response. And truthfully, I began to fall back spiritually and consoled myself with the things of this world.
Recently, I talked to someone about my spiritual life and he told me to go back to God.
So, on a faithful day, I decided to go back to reading my bible. I opened my bible with a particular song which I put on repeat. I once told someone very close to me, that God speaks to me through the things I have true passion for. I opened my bible to the book of Matthew, but when I started reading, I couldn't concentrate, because the song kept taking me to the book of Exodus. So I decided to read the it with this same song on repeat.
The song talked about Exodus 14. In this book of Exodus, it talks about God, Moses and the Israelites.
Verse 1-9(kjv) talks about how the Israelites had flee away from Egypt....