2AM
"Hello" His voice sounded so low and muffled. He's sleeping. Of course anyone with sane mind will sleep at this time. But no, I still chose to ask him the dumbest question.
"Are you sleeping?" I don't know what to say.
"Sara. This better be something urgent or important. Did you seriously call me at 2am to ask if I'm sleeping?" I could hear the shuffling sound of his bedsheets.
"I just want to check on you. It's been many days since we talked. And also i want to ask you if you need any help to move in to your new apartment. "I blurted out all the random questions that came in to my mind.
What the hell am i doing?? Why in the hell did i call him at this time of hour instead of crying in to my pillow like i do most of the nights.
"Sara. What happened?" His concerned voice increased my guilt for disturbing his sleep.
"Shouldn't i call you to check on you?" I'm sure he understood that something is wrong.
"we just met yesterday. I talked the whole time while you listened to my stupid foolish ranting. I told you that i already moved all my things to my new place. I know there's something else bothering you. You know you can share anything with me. Right?" This is why he's the only person who came in to my mind at this hour when i felt like i need someone to talk to.
"Ben. I got....." I failed to speak anything further. My voice started trembling while fresh set of tears are rolling down my face. I'm sure he could listen to my hiccups.
"Did something happen at home? Why are you crying? Tell me what's wrong." Nothing came out of my mouth.
"Speak something. Please." His pleading voice sounded close to JAKE. He used to sound same when he requests me to attend his game.
"I got accepted in to the university. I received the letter in the evening. " I never imagined that I'll be sad after knowing I got accepted in to the university that I dreamed to study in. If this would've happened 5months ago I'll be dancing and screaming right now.
"That's great news girl. I'm so happy and proud right now." He sounded so happy he might be dancing right now. I know he cares for me and always tries to cheer me up. I wanted to show the same excitement like...
"Are you sleeping?" I don't know what to say.
"Sara. This better be something urgent or important. Did you seriously call me at 2am to ask if I'm sleeping?" I could hear the shuffling sound of his bedsheets.
"I just want to check on you. It's been many days since we talked. And also i want to ask you if you need any help to move in to your new apartment. "I blurted out all the random questions that came in to my mind.
What the hell am i doing?? Why in the hell did i call him at this time of hour instead of crying in to my pillow like i do most of the nights.
"Sara. What happened?" His concerned voice increased my guilt for disturbing his sleep.
"Shouldn't i call you to check on you?" I'm sure he understood that something is wrong.
"we just met yesterday. I talked the whole time while you listened to my stupid foolish ranting. I told you that i already moved all my things to my new place. I know there's something else bothering you. You know you can share anything with me. Right?" This is why he's the only person who came in to my mind at this hour when i felt like i need someone to talk to.
"Ben. I got....." I failed to speak anything further. My voice started trembling while fresh set of tears are rolling down my face. I'm sure he could listen to my hiccups.
"Did something happen at home? Why are you crying? Tell me what's wrong." Nothing came out of my mouth.
"Speak something. Please." His pleading voice sounded close to JAKE. He used to sound same when he requests me to attend his game.
"I got accepted in to the university. I received the letter in the evening. " I never imagined that I'll be sad after knowing I got accepted in to the university that I dreamed to study in. If this would've happened 5months ago I'll be dancing and screaming right now.
"That's great news girl. I'm so happy and proud right now." He sounded so happy he might be dancing right now. I know he cares for me and always tries to cheer me up. I wanted to show the same excitement like...