Love,a word sang by Soo many people,a wonderful feeling,a feeling that makes you want to fly,a feeling that no one can explain.I once fee in love,I was so drunk in it,,,,noone had a say in my decisions or in my say,except for him,Robert,my first love.Life was fun,happy,full of presents,hugs,every good feeling you can imagine until one day everything changed.For two years,living a lie, thinking I had found the one.I did everything for him,I was submissive, respectful and understood him in every situation but what did I get in return?A surprise of my life.After two long years of dating I came to find out I was dating a married man.And guess from who?from my friend.On asking him about him calmly I got the most shocking response of my life,"Yes,I have a wife and a child.The child is called Joy and the mother is called Winnie."He didn't even show any remorse for my feelings,,,is that how love is?You just hurt each other without caring?What hurt me the most is that all that time God had shown me the signs every once in a while,I remember how he didn't want anyone to see us together,how I had to sneak out at night to see him,how I had to pretend infront of anyone that I didn't Know him.I also remembered the things he had bought when we were together,a black Tecno cell phone which he had told me was meant for his brother yet it was for her wife,a child's basin which he had told me belonged to his neighbor back home yet it was for his child,,,I felt Soo stupid.I spent a quarter of my day crying,I needed answers but who could I ask?Had I been living a lie for two whole years? Didn't he ever love me?Wasn't I...