6 weeks ago my life changed forever I lost what I thought was right but hadn't been in like forever, So many bad memories so many days of pain wondering why it took so long to leave someone insane. It wasn't my choice I had lost my voice and couldn't verbally speak, I lost my mind fell deep behind in the drugs and misery now it's time for me to remain sober and be set free. The life I chose was so wrong and I couldn't help myself, it fucked my body and fucked my mind I couldn't be myself. No matter where I had to go I was always doing it high always feeling on cloud nine as if I was in the sky. The demons got me they nearly won the day I tried to end my life the day my eyes opened and I realised its time to regain control of life. | Quote by Billie Jeann