i still grief and mourning whenever it's my real mom and my adopted death anniversary. it's hurts when I don't know them but it's more hurt because I feel like I need them but I can't and it's not the same, everything feels like it's not the same when they left me here struggling to keep my heart not shattered. I don't know how did I make it here but I know that the pain is still flesh and nobody can refill that hole that already been broken. | Quote by Random