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I have always been an empathetic and sympathetic listener. I'm not so good at speaking up by opening my mouth. I would rather write those things in a diary or maybe in a caption or in a text to my long distance bestie. Whenever I open up my mouth to speak about the things that make me heavy emotionally, I see the listener getting bored. I always thought to myself that I'm such a boring person. Most of times I talk to my parents but somehow the generation gap wouldn't allow me to open up fully. So in the end, I always speak to the air, to my pillow, to myself in the mirror and early in the morning to God. There is a comfort when your voice is heard. You know what I mean right? My own unique voice that makes people remember me when I call them. Humans make me feel so lonely, unheard and uncomfortable.