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Xmas
another year and the holidays have came, I dropped off presents tagged for you signed with just my name.
I was happy for a moment day dreams on the way, imagining holding you again thinking of what I'd say, it's been so long but the hurt pierces through my chest, thinking of the last time I saw you and how without you my life's became a mess.
I knew that it was a shot in hell, but I'll never stop trying to be there, trying to do better for you and in due time I'll be able to show and tell,
as I pulled away I couldn't help but look back at the light up porch and the window with the Xmas tree ... a tear fell from my eye wondering if your life is better without me.