He said he loves me so how can I even believe
Believe that this man I love is cheating on me
He gives me attention when he can
He helps me pay the bills
But when I need him the most I have no clue of where he is
Maybe he's at a homeboys house
and he doesn't hear his phone ring
Or maybe this man I love is just not answering for me
I put my phone down and decide not to call him again
Its obvious from the text I read on his phone lastnight
That he is with another woman
I give him all my attention
I give him sex whenever he needs
I cook, I clean what else does he need from me
I know that I am a good woman
And I do more than I can
Maybe the problem is not me
I'm just loving the wrong man
© Amy Morgan 2020