Can i be a man for once?
Maybe face my fears and not run everytime?
I wish i could stay and say words to your face with my eye wild opened
I wish i could hold your hands wihout you shouting at me
I wish you never said i was annoying
I wish for a lot of things as i watch you leave to another mans arm
I love you indeed only if you could see it
To you I'm a devil who feeds on lies
My truthful lies never sounded real to you
I've faked a lot of things but to you i never faked a thing
My smile and anger were real
I'm annoying, i feed on my annoyance
I might prove strong even when I'm not
All i did was what your love made me do
I ran a lot just to meet your stand but i never met with time
Before me you proclaim another man to be yours
Before me you share your thoughts and smiled like i never existed
Maybe i can just stay and watch like nothing is happening
But even when i try All i see is you,
The movies i watch is you,
The songs i play tells me more about you,
I think you are a part of me that i cannot replace
I love you and forever i will