I was conflicted, it seems I usually am...
By him or rather our hook ups...
Because I constantly did know whats up...

I did research made plans, that never came to fruition...
Yes he always said he was ready to make it happen...
But it never...
So his sex game is incredile...
And he is deliciously edible...
But what of my fantasies???
What of my sex imaginings???

The point of sex is to ejaculate and orgasm...
To exhilirate and have spasms...
But I want so much more...
So much to explore...

Granted he was the first to make me orgasm...
The first and only to give me multiple orgasms...
So I am more than happy but I...