theres a different feeling
when you leave
this town
and return home

and ill never know
if its because
it makes you feel
one hundred times
farther,

or if its because
i know youre
going home
to the one
you love,

the one you find
comfort in.

maybe i envy him
maybe i want to
be him

maybe,
i don't think
he deserves you.

love is a...