i am done!
hiding my fears,
my short comings and my flops.
i need you, honestly. I am inlove with you,

i spend every moment of time, hoping and praying,
for you to understand my reasons of loving,
i see your face when i am dreaming,
and you name that's what i say when i am fantasizing!

i am done keeping away from you.
rather decide, whether i am good for you!
i know i am a coward, yet, i am still His product.
i have no Lamborghini or anything of that sort,
but my sight captured your unique beauty of sort,
the other reason why i am loving you.

all i have is empty apartment,
that i wish to capture some moment,
with you, till death decides to split us apart.
for our kids to know, the meaning of soulmate.

i am not so awesomely, buh! this will reward awesomely.
share the empty room with me,
for now.
and in future you shall thank your feeling for being available for me.

i no longer wanna drink my problems away,
i juss wanna deal with 'em right away,
together with you on the same way!
sharing the everything even my pay.
together rhyming, the same say!
to the world that we pray to stay.
i promise you we will sway!

this hard time shall pass, like how coronavirus will,
after all, it's a God's will, and
we can't justify it still.
don't have second thoughts though, even though you do. i love you still...

i understand it's tough, and
i know i can't offor anything, as you can witness i have nothing,
in time i will give you everything
for now appreciate, this cold floor,
sleep with me in here, consider it as a adventure tour!
file every second into you heart,
because I'll make sure your heart that is tight.
will be overwhelmed by the hit,
that your will feel from the core!

some other are dead as peak now,
only me is what important now!
trust my plans for now!
then later you'd realise, we not only living for now!
i am asking for a little bit of patience for now.
for later I'll swallow my asks.

i am just done with the world and secret war , i wanna be with you, everyday and every night,
i know that you'll do me right, through the night with or with no light, you'll always be bright to my sight.

can you stay with me?