I've tried hard to please the others around me
I can't seem to let go of the pressure and run free
I think I am being someone I am not
My truest version, I have fought

I feel as if I don't have my personality
I think I have no originality
Should I show my true colors and run wild?
Or should I be the one who faked herself and thrived?

The ones who told they'll help me at my weakest
Now hate me, for I became the nature's truest
I started to do things for my own pleasure
I'll never bow down to other's pressure

The ones who once looked at me, motivated
Their faces are now filled with hatred
The faces that once looked at me with glee
Now, it looks like they are done with me

I am not going to fake being someone I am not
They're anyways gonna judge me, a lot
I'll show my true face and won't worry about disgrace
My truest self, do I embrace?

People always notice my fault
Never my tears, pain and what not?
My path of life, I chose
For, whatever I do will never be enough for those

The ones who told they'll help me at my weakest
Now hate me, for I became the nature's truest
I started to do things for my own pleasure
I'll never bow down to other's pressure

The ones who once looked at me, motivated
Their faces are now filled with hatred
The faces that once looked at me with glee
Now, it looks like they are done with me

© Anushka