What do you do when your stuck in a loop,
Just use Another excuse for all the abuse.
happiness you should pursuit or live with the noose,
No matter the decision you choose somebody will lose.
Feeling overly complacent about the place you've been placed in,
Accusations are outrageous from ppl who will remain nameless,
There exaggerations are as Limitless as their imagination
Nothing is adjacent and your patience has reached it's expiration,
But what's left to give after you've given everything you got,
What's left to live when you know you already lost .
When all you can do is wonder about what they did and can they stop,
Now just hoping you don't trip trying to make it back to the top.
Looking for a price tag on everything so you can know what it really cost
To know what you might pay so at the end of the game you're not stuck in shock.
Used to talk a lot but now you rather live in silence,
peace is what you need cuz your so sick of the violence,
To easily swept off your feet by ones you would call your highness,
Even after you suffer defeat you still kill them with kindness.
Maybe you were blinded maybe you were misguided
You cant rewind it you can only be reminded
So that when the same dilemma is rising in the present you can use the past to help you decide it.
Overthinking has become my new hobby,
Try drinking to help but that just makes it foggy
Try to sleep it all away but that just makes me groggy,
Not one to cut corners but I'm so exhausted feeling sloppy.
Still I'm over analyzing every aspect of what was the cause of the effect,
I almost wish I didn't inspect but what do you expect,
Should have known the deeper you dig the dirtier it gets.
Not knowing how to react when finding out they had cruel...