Head spinning
The sky falling down
On pile of bones I'm sitting
I'm on my own

Dark street corners
Illuminated by broken lights
The horrified bystanders
I fought with all my might

My precious, my dear
Support for my feet
My enemy, my fear
Though you're the one I need

No, I was much better then
Before I know you
When no blood stained my hand
And my filthy jaws too

Are you a friend or a foe
A saint or a devil
Good or bad, I don't know
I'm a victim and a rebel

I smile no longer
When I see your face
The good days are over
In the dark, shady haze

When I look to your eyes
I feel hatred to the core
My heart colder than ice
You won't break me, no more

I was the bad guy
You had not a clue
Every night I cry
Over the evil things I do

Still, you are the danger
A wolf under a sheepskin
Or so I said over and over
To justify my sin

I don't know anymore
What you are to me
Kicked you of of the door
I just want to be free

The room's bigger now
When you're not around
But I stick to my vow
And listen to these sounds

The devil came again
Now we do this differently
My scars won't be in vain
If I do it heartlessly

I drank up the blood
Till I puked it all out
The past tears had flood
No one knows what's it about

Love you can't fool me anymore
That pretty face was just for show
Trickster, I hate you to the core
I will end you with the final blow

No, I was blinded by the ghosts
Fear and hate plays tricks on my mind
I tried to excape at all cost
But till today I am scared and I'm blind

Save me, or leave me
I am done with all this
Please end this, let it be
I plead after our last kiss

Strike a dagger in my heart
Or yours, if you will
Just don't take me apart
And beat me up till I'm ill

Please end my suffering
You're the one at fault
Or is it you I'm blaming
When on my wounds I poured salt

Is it you or me
To burn on that stake
Stop this insanity
My soul's about to break

You'd regret this , so do I
To the dark I have returned
It continues till the day I die
To ashes, by my hands you'll burn



© Skye Nicole