being alone with the pain

trying to cope with my mind

crying in my bed trying to end this life

my daily life is no longer productive

there is no reason to be so

the only reason I had said it's kinda rude to say no

why do u wanna make me feel that way

if you never felt so

u said not till tommorow

but now you are holding hands with someone else

more better thn me though

they say forget about this mess

but I can't cause the only reason I had to be better

left me bleeding on the ground feeling numb

this karma bitch isn't working right

yesterday I helped today I felled and no one helped

eyes red,liquid substance,brain numb,heart in pieces

wht do I have left the two broken pieces already broked apart

thinking it wouldn't hurt tht bad

3 years of waiting 4 mins of conversation

2 mins after said no

she said let's be friends but I don't think so

made her smile everyday

today I wanted to she just betrayed me cold

everyone said I will be there for ya

but it doesn't matter cause the person I need

isn't next to me
thnks for this 3 years of pain which ended in 6 mins