if I can explain beautiful. it would b my daughters on a pedestal. maybe for the fact tht my heart started beeting when the first was born. SIlent but alive. young ready to strife in life. She gave me hope. but Alive.. beautiful i though. maybe for her life.. melting ice. when once. solid ice. my heart becomes alive... NOw. its the time!!.
Too HOpe AGAin.
but thru pain. externally and mentally sustained. it wasn't...