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It's Unhealthy
I go insane

So many cuts
Had to learn to stitch it up
Pools of blood spilled on the floor
Tie it up, keep it clean
Water it down, painful sores
I gave it my all
But I drown instead
Too much to swallow
Waterlogged in my head
Chewing it
Eating it
Tasting it
It's Unhealthy
I've sunken to the bottom of the pit
Just feeling sorry
For myself
It's Unhealthy
I know
Need to let go

Grab my needle
To stitch myself back
Pulling on threads
Keeping dry
Squeeze my head
Warm on the inside
Living at the surface
Floating on doubts
Taking small sips
Words coming out my mouth
Speak it
Preach it
Free it
It's Unhealthy
Spit it out
Freed me
Take a different route
It's now healthy
Finally carry me home
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