Ar(o_o)ja

Here is the dear good soul of Jesus
Sad because you're gone from this world
Never again will you feel the heat of the sun
Never again will you say to me: Hi
Never again will you tell me: Thank you so much for my comments on your posts
Never again will you say to me: My dear Raquel

I want to hear all the truths but not all of them I want to accept and your death is one of them
But Jesus is comforting me right now because you are sleeping and God is eternal

I am a sentimental woman
Many times I prayed for you in my room for God to take all the evil out of your life
Sadness is hard, I'm so sad I forgot what it's like to be happy
And I know this text you will never read
More I want to write

I wanted all the bad people in the world to die, I wanted to kill them all myself
But that's not how it works
The earth has to be in constant motion
The earth has to have living lives

It was nice knowing you
It was good to know that a Muslim woman found me beautiful in face and soul, who called me her sister, found me a respected person, the rich daughter of Jesus...
One day damn death will know what it's like to die
I'm here thinking, that you be in a high place and on top
Love you forever.
✍️😭
© RaquelCosta