having been lost in the puzzles of this world
uniting my strength and broken pieces to stay align
zoning out from my ways, and finding peace in imaginary temples
a sudden blow passed by me, whispering the poem of devotion and victory in my ears
a splash of water hitting me hard yet softly, telling me the story of its struggle and finding ways
I didn't resist you, I just couldn't

finding my ways behind you, discovering my lost parts, by blindly following you
adopting your rule of letting the fate decide, I found ways to change mine
i allowed myself to take a break and live by your soul
watching this world with your small dizzy eyes
listening to this world with cupping my hands around your ears
talking to this world with your beautiful heart
i found this world even more beautiful and kind
i found God even more closer and loving and caring for me
by founding you, I found this whole universe and its Creator
then how could I...
I didn't resist you, I just couldn't

give me a dark room with loud music
where i can't listen to my own voice
where i can't even find my own self
where there is no one, but just me, but not even me
a dark, hollow, and silent room with even louder music
I'll then find my lost self, not body but soul
where I'll listen to myself, not words but feelings
I'll then dance with all my soul and won't think about anyone, literally no one
I'll then shriek louder and louder, and there won't be anyone to listen and judge
ugh! judge... nvm
where I'll, then find them and they'll find me
where I'll listen to their silence, and they'll listen to mine
the one i was looking for, the one looking for me,
really? naah! lol...
so yeah
I didn't resist you, I just couldn't


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