I’m tired of being the idiot boy
I’m tired of being the person that everyone pities because they don’t think I’m smart enough to do anything on my own even though I’ve shown my worth countless number of times,
And even though I’m not in my right mind doesn’t mean that I can’t read a book or tell time
I’m tired of people defending me because they see me as the guy who’s quiet and can’t defend himself when the one thing I’m trying to do is to defend myself from,
You
From everyone who thinks I’m not smart enough to do it on my own and who have ridiculed, left, and now despise me for dropping out who school and now,
They’re either dead or strung out on drugs but yet,
It’s me that can’t get the sincere hug
It’s me that gets put on the backburner because I’m not a drug...