I want to sing
express the one trapped in me
I want to sing
show the world how to believe
but what did you say.... No?

I want to do art
draw,show feelings in this negative world
send hope
be free
dream big
Still... No!
what can I try ?
Dance,
movement to convey a message
giving power to the suicidal and lost.
showing that you need to keep breathing
what did you say again...NO!

I did as you pleased
became who you wanted me to be
put on fake smiles,
to make you proud
but do you see I'm not

maybe I should've said drama ,
cause right now I'm acting
I'm happy when I'm hurt
jump for joy,but when you're gone I land I dirt

Not any dirt,
MY HOPES
MY DREAM
MY SONGS
the REAL ME

these are my goals left behind now may iask since I pleased you are you happy to see me cry?