Dear pain

I write you a letter down in pieces
Pain you've prescribed me since the day I was born
How can I welcome you ,cause in your presence there's always a tragedy?
You annihilate you sabotage you demolish
It's like you wanna empty all my tears

When are you going to be contented?
Cause you keep me endured in this endless gloomy
What is it with you having to be so envious?
What makes you happy when my...