What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?

When you're tired of living and playing this game???
When you know your life is meaningless and you're the only one to blame???

What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul???
When you smile and laugh but you know it's all a show???
When you feel like you've hit your all-time low???
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows???


When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong???
When the wait to die seems too long...


I look in the mirror,
I see my past life,
The scars so pronounced from the blade of my knife.

A single tear drops From my eye to the floor,
What happened to me I can't take it no more.

Why did I start this,
Now I can't stop The blade on my skin.

I watch the blood drop I pull down my sleeve,
Ashamed but yet better I write down my thoughts In a suicide letter.

I sit and wait for you to be there.
Sometimes I wonder if you even care.
I sit and I cry waiting for the end.
I sick of playing this game called life pretend.

Will anybody help me escape???

I'm begging now,
just for an out.
I scream your name,
but you're not there.

Finally,
I realize that...

you don't care.

#deadandgonenow
#missunderstoodandunderminded
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